Focus Shift - Halfway Update
Saturday, July 1, 2006 at 10:20AM in
Ramblings Today is basically the half way point of the month in which I wanted to focus on body and surroundings more than art. I've had success in shifting my behavior, though not in following my strict goals.
I've exercised 45 to 60 minutes a day, except the last two when I only did half that at an easier pace because I'm a little sick. I did four or five days of eating really well and then fell into a place between really good habits and my previous pretty bad habits, but that's okay, since that was my desired end point anyway. Somehow I redirected an hour of my day and I don't feel it's lack too much, though I also don't have as many deadlines as I used to as I've been pulling away from swaps. I can feel myself getting better at the exercise dvds, which I rather like working to. I think I will be continuing this and setting up that habit was the point. Unfortunately, I haven't lost any weight. I thought I'd lost one pound but it came back. But if I end up in shape and still fluffy, well, I can live with that.
I've made some strong inroads on cleaning up my stuff, though I missed a few days here and there. I've still got a ways to go, but I'm going to get there. And I've started putting things away instead of piling them more often. Not enough, but headed in the right direction again.
I abandoned the journal, I'm afraid. I've never been good at keeping those regularly. And my art a day shifted into my usual doing something instead of the specific thing I'd planned. But that's alright too. Mostly I just wanted to make sure that I didn't let the other goals eat my art. And they haven't. I'm finding a new balance there, so the specific project isn't really necessary.
This is good. I'm glad I decided to make the push. Now I just have to make sure I don't slide back beyond the new habits I've been forming.


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